The Candidates Dream

by William Haldane

 

When Mason Brother Mason meets, And each the other warmly greets,
Joy seems an overflowing cup, When hand meets hand in Brother’s Grip,
And one the question asks the other About the age o’ that one’s Mother.
It matters not from whence he come, So longs he’s acting on the Plumb:
Position counts for little there, For all are level on the Square.
For hours on end they’ll talk together – Each crowns one story wi’ anither:
Though women in this sphere surpasses, Men sometimes can out-talk the lassies.
 
The talk o’ Lodges where they’ve been, O’ things they’ve heard and things they’ve seen,
Compare their ain Lodge wi’ the rest - Their Mither aye, of course, is best –
Then syne amidst their cheery chaff There’s something said that mak’s a laugh:
Someone perchance makes observation On the subject o’ Initiation;
Then each can here a story tell’ The victim o’ which is himsel’,
For Mason all, though old and grey, Aye minds o’ that momentous day:
A’ else he learned may be forgot, But no’ the nicht he rode the goat!
 
And wi’ the rest I mind the nicht I first received Masonic Licht.
On this score I’ve nae hesitation- I mind o’ my Initiation:
Aye, deeply in my mind I store it: This story happened jist afore it.
 
But to my tale – For many years, Though aye kept back by foolish fears,
Within my heart, a’ else displacin’, A wish I had to be a Mason.
I had nae thought o’ gain or graft, But jist connection wi’ the Craft.
I got a frien’ o’ mine, Bob Bruce – Ye ken him fine, honest man and douce –
Says I, “Here, Bob, your Lodge I’ll jine.” Bob brought a form for me to sign.
I was proposed and syne accepted – Bob’s candidates were ne’er rejected
A fortnight then I had to wait Before they’d me initiate.
But time sped on : its quick in running If ye’re in dread o’ what is coming.
I’d lots o’ friends who took delight in Telling stories me to frighten.
That kind o’ friend I thought I’d mair Than which was just my rightfu’ share.
The time wore roun’, the fatal day Was but a few short hours away.
The night before it, I well mind it noo, For I was in an awfu’ stew.
My voucher then I went to see, To find what he could do for me.
Says I, “Here, Bob, as ye ken fine, The morn’s the nicht I toe the line;
 
I’m nervous, Bob, I don’t deny it” Says he, “your looks, man don’t belie it.
Is there oucht I can do for you?” Says I, “There is : Bob tell me true –
Just gae’s a word o’ information, Advice about my preparation.”
He didna’ speak – I thought he’d chaff – He looked at me, then gaed a laugh :
That laugh o’ his wi’ me remains, It froze the bleed within my veins,
And then he spoke – his words were short And sharp as ony gun’s report :
“Just tak’ a bath – that will not hurt And I’d advise a good clean shirt.
The morn’s nicht you’ll catch it hot, And then I’ll see you ride the goat!”
 
I left him then, and home I went ; I wondered what the whole thing meant ;
His words were ringing in my ears, They confirmed a’ my worst fears :
“A clean shirt!” “You’ll get it hot!” “Have a bath!” “Ride the goat!”
 
I went to bed, but couldn’t sleep ; My thoughts from wandering widna’ keep.
At last, I must have slept, t’would seem, For then I dreamed this awfu’ dream.
 
I stood outside the Lodge-room waitin’ My heart was wildly palpitatin’ ;
To rush off home I felt inclinin’ I was the only one was joinin’.
To get from there I’d gi’en a pension : They must have guessed o’ my intention,
For then a man came oot, so burly ; I didn’a speak, he looked so surly.
“Just come this way,” he says, and he Into a side-room then took me.
“Take off your clothes, you’ll no get hurt Take them all off except your shirt!”
He stood and watched me – this was rudeness : My shirt was lengthy, I thanked goodness.
 
My arms and legs he tied up next, A hanky round my eyes he fixed ;
A word or two he spoke and then I got picked up and carried ben.
They laid me doon upon the floor : I felt I couldna’ stand much more.
The sweat broke out in every pore : I heard them shut and bolt the door ;
And then I heard, so help me Sanny! Slow music, low and weird, uncanny.
That music thrilled me through and through, I tell you now I was in a stew!
The music stopped, next thing I hears A voice was shouting in my ears :
A voice that was so sharp and curt It made me tremble in my shirt :
“Unbind the man and let him see!” I felt them tak’ a haud o’ me.
They took the hanky from my eyes, And then I saw to my surprise,
A’ round about within my view, I saw a most unearthly crew,
A’ men although they seemed to be As strange a lot as one could see.
They looked just like a pack o’ de’ils, Wi’ great lang cloaks down to their heels,
An o’er their heads, to hide a’ traces, They had long cowls, which hid their faces,
Wi holes cut in, through which their e’en, Like glitt’ring fires, could well be seen.
Then one that seemed the leader spoke It seemed like speakin’ through a poke :
“Young man,” says he, “the secrets o’ Our Mystic Craft you seek to know :
Before these secrets we can gie ye, There’s a test to pass – we a’ maun see.
Are you prepared that test to try?” I just nodded and then said, “Aye.”
 
I felt myself turn cold, then hot, When loud he cried, “Bring in the Goat!”
A door was then flung open wide, While I prepared for Turpin’s ride,
Then wi a rush in cam’ the goat. Wi’ horns as lang’s a hieland stot ;
It looked the picture o’ brute force ; It stood as high as ony horse ;
It stared plunging, kicking, screaming, While I wi’ sweat was fairly teeming ;
And then I heard the voice again, This is what I heard him sayin’ :
“You see that goat, get up astride it, and three times round this room ye’ll ride it.
That is the test”, I turned pale “Which you must pass, for if you fail
And get thrown off, your work is vain : The Mason’s secrets you can’t gain!”
 
They lifted me upon it’s back : ‘Twas worse than being on the rack :
I tell you that it fairly hurt You see, I’d only on my shirt!
I flung my arms around it’s neck ; I pressed my knees – I thoct they’d break
And when the word to start I heard, My fingers twisted in it’s beard.
It bit, it plunged, it kicked, it screamed, But I held on like glue it seemed.
Twice round the room I rode the beast : I felt a pride within my breast :
“Just one round more,” I heard a voice, within my heart I did rejoice.
 
The third time I was nearly roun’ I felt quite proud, but all too soon :
Yon beast it was a perfect deevil, And up to a’ the tricks o’ evil ;
For when the round was nearly done, When I the secrets thought I’d won,
It gave a rush and then stopped dead, And I went flying o’er it’s head.
I struck the grun’ wi’ sic a clatter, I heard a voice say, “What’s the matter?”
 
It was my wife’s : I got a fright, Says she, “You’ve gane ye’re mile the nicht ;
You’ve roared and shouted in your sleep, And in your bed you wouldn’t keep.
Through the wa’ you’ve nearly knocked me ; Arms round my neck, you’ve nearly choked me,
You’ve twined your fingers in my hair Take you my word, I’m feelin’ sair.”
 
Then the truth upon me dawned, And I could a’ things understand,
And I could see the substance o’t ‘Twas in my dreams I’d rode the goat,
And when it pitched me o’er it’s head, ‘Twas then I’d tumbled out of bed!”

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